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Here's the transcript of an "interview" that a guy did with a woman with whom he'd chatted a couple of times on line. She is a licensed massage therapist and a nurse, and she's an attractive, slender brunette, 5'5" and about 115 pounds - petite. He had asked her about CFNM stuff before but didn't save it. Now he told her that he was going to interview her for this site. It is not as fabulous as you might like, but at least it's something -- and it's not made up.

Chris: hi, I would like to interview you
Deborah: about what?
Chris: About your massage and nursing experiences.
Deborah: Sure
Chris: How old are you?
Deborah: 34
Chris: How long have you been a nurse and LMT?
Deborah: over 12 years, over 8 years
Chris: And would you say that you've seen a lot of men without clothing on -- I mean totally nude -- during that time?
Deborah: many
Chris: What percentage of the time would you say that you register some sort of physical or emotional arousal at seeing men naked?
Deborah: more during massage since they tend to be younger
Chris: What in particular turns you on when you see these men?
Chris: Is it their nakedness in general or their penises in particular or both ?
Deborah: stong bodies, well hung
Chris: So you find a larger penis more of a turn on, in general, to look at?
Deborah: yes
Chris: Does your vagina get lubricated, your nipples erect, your face flushed?
Chris: What happens?
Deborah: all those things
Chris: And you've never watched a man masturbate from start to finish during your LMT or nursing duties?
Deborah: no, i have caught some in the hospital though. I leave the room or the stop.
Chris: When you see a guy whom you're attracted to, and/or a guy with a large penis, what thoughts run through your head?
Deborah: nothing specific, i just like looking
Chris : Have you ever made any comments to your massage clients to the effect that you liked the way they looked?
Deborah : no, i dont want them to think i'm interested
Chris : And during all your time, you've never crossed the "professional" boundary with a man?
Deborah: not as an LMT, maybe pushed the limits as a nurse
Chris : What have you done as a nurse that you'd characterize as "pushing the limit"?
Deborah: handling guys genitals a little more than was necessary
Chris: In what way did you handle them? and for what purpose was it legitimately supposed to be for?
Deborah: examining, cleaning, shaving, inserting caths, etc
Chris: and did they get erect in your hand?
Deborah: yes
Chris: you never massaged the penis though -- as a nurse or LMT?
Deborah: no
Chris: Have you ever masturbated later, when you were alone, thinking about a client or patient?
Deborah: no
Chris: have you ever stared at them?
Deborah: no
Chris: Is there anything else you can think of to say about this, that might be of interest, before I let you go?
Deborah: what is your interest in it?
Chris: It's a sort of "fetish" known as "CFNM" or clothed female -- naked male. There's a sort of cult following of it -
mostly men, some women
Deborah: you enjoy it?
Chris: Well . . . I enjoy the idea of women being visually stimulated and turned on and interested in naked men
Deborah: i like looking if they have a nice body
Chris : You're married?
Deborah: yes
Chris : Do you think that if you weren't married you might do more with some of these men?
Deborah: maybe
Chris: Do you think the most you'd do is a handjob or maybe more?
Deborah: mainly handjobs
Chris : Any of your colleagues, female professionals that you associate with, do you know of any of them that have said more about liking to see naked patients/clients ?
Deborah: some have commented on patients
Chris : What have they said? What types of comment?
Deborah: similar, cute guy, nice body, well hung
Chris: Do you know any professional LMT's or nurses, like yourself, who have admitted to giving handjobs or more ?
Deborah: just a handjob
Chris: how many LMTs do you know who've said this? and what did they admit, exactly, what did they say?
Deborah: no LMTs
Chris: No fellow female massage therapists?
Deborah: i dont know any
Chris: You’re talking about nurses, then?
Deborah: yes, nurses
Chris: How many nurses do you know that have admitted giving a male patient a hand job?
Deborah: one told me she did, i caught another one
Chris: Okay, let's just focus on this for a moment. What context were these handjobs given in? And why do you think they did it -- were they feeling sorry for laid-up male patients or were they turned on by these men or did the men solicit them for hj's or what?
Deborah: the one that told me said she did it to relieve patients that were in need and couldn’t themselves
Chris : and what was your reaction to her saying that? what'd you say in response?
Deborah: i didnt really react much
Chris: What did the nurse whom you caught giving a male patient a handjob say to you afterward? anything?
Deborah: she didnt see me
Chris: Did she seem to be enjoying it or doing it as a duty?
Deborah: the guy was huge
Chris: how huge?
Deborah: about 11"
Chris : Do you think that's why she wanted to do it? What was her demeanor when giving it?
Deborah: he had use of his hands so it wasn’t a mercy handjob i just watched a few seconds then left quietly
Chris: Why did you watch?
Deborah: curiousity [sic]
Chris: I see.

Chris: Back to massage for a moment, before I let you go...
Deborah : ok
Chris: Do you massage men while they are nude?

Deborah: its up to them, some are nude, most drape with a towel, some wear underwear
Chris : Do you ever encourage them in any way to remain undraped and naked on the table, or do you just indifferently tell them that it's their choice?
Deborah: i leave it up to them, however they feel comfortable
Chris: When you meet a new male client, whom you find attractive, do you ever think to yourself, "I am looking forward to seeing him naked" ?
Deborah: yes
Chris: Do you ever stare at their penises, if they're nude?
Deborah: its kind of fun to see what he has and how he responds
Deborah: i dont stare
Chris: Why is it fun to see how he responds? Do you mean, it's amusing or interesiting for you to see the man embarrassed?
Deborah: i mean how his penis responds to the massage
Chris: How often do the men who are naked lying on their backs get erections?
Deborah: its kinda cute and funny when they get embarrassed
Deborah: they all become at least semi erect at some point
Chris: Do any of them ever make any sexually bold comments when they're becoming erect or when they're totally hard?
Deborah: various comments, requests, offers
Chris : And you always refuse
Deborah: yes
Chris : Give me an example of a comment and your response, please.
Deborah: can i massage their penis? no
Chris: And you just take it in stride?
Deborah: yes
Chris: you don't get wet or anything when you see them get hard?
Deborah: sometimes i get wet
Chris: Nipples hard too, ever?
Deborah: both happen at the same time
Chris: And you never think, "I'd like to suck that" or "I'd like to feel that inside my pussy"? -- you just focus on your work without thinking those thoughts too much? or have you thought those sorts of thing while looking at naked male massage clients?
Deborah : i dont think about details, its more like nice cock or body
Chris: I see.
Chris: Well, I think that's all I can think of to ask you . . .
Chris: anything else you think I'd find interesting?
Deborah: what are your experiences?
Chris: I've been to nude beaches a number of times, and had women see me naked. I've gotten a massage a few times and two times I masturbated under the sheet. I've had women smile at me when I was naked a few times, but no comments on my body, specifically. I thought an older woman said, "Not bad" to her friend when she saw me, at the beach, though.
Chris: but I may have been imagining that.
Deborah: lol
Deborah: do you get erect there?
Chris: Actually, believe it or not when I'm up walking around I don't keep an erection unless I really concentrate on it. I have to play with it a bit and concentrate to keep it erect. But when I'm lying on the blanket on the beach it gets hard
Deborah: that’s cool
Chris: I'm turned on most of the day at the idea that there might come a woman who's going to see me naked
Deborah: how do women react?
Chris: No woman has ever made a comment about it, except, one woman asked me -- when I got into a conversation with her -- why I went nude on the beach
Chris : and a couple of other women have smiled at me
Deborah: do you try to show in public places?
Chris: No, just the beach . . . but, sometimes if I'm really horny I will wear thin, revealing sweatpants and no underwear - to the laundromat or into certain stores where women are likely to see me
Deborah: how do women react?
Chris: One time a female clerk appeared to be looking at my crotch area, and
another time a female at the laundromat appeared to be staring at me
Deborah : are you well hung?
Chris : No -- average, about six ".
Deborah : ok
Deborah: sometimes i like to let things show "accidentaly" in public
Chris: Like give me an example?
Deborah : well my favorite is in a store dressing room
Deborah: if it has curtains i leave it open a bit
Chris: and then you'll get completely undressed?
Chris: Or just to your bra and panties?
Deborah: to underwear
Chris: bra or no bra?
Deborah: sometimes no bra
Chris: Why do you do that?
Deborah: I enjoy it
Chris: Did a man ever see you?
Deborah: i like when men are waiting for wives or boys for mother by the dressing room entrance
Chris: have boys ever seen you nude?
Deborah : in panties
Chris: and no bra?
Deborah: sometimes
Chris : How old would they be?
Deborah: all ages but my favorite is around 12, 13
Chris: Why's that?
Deborah: its naughty
Deborah: i like to come out of the dressing room into the common area undressed
Chris : How undressed?
Deborah: look in the mirrors there
Chris: Oh I see. What would you be wearing? Bra and panties or no bra or what?
Deborah: in that situation a bra
Chris : Have you ever massaged a boy 12 or 13 ? Or a young teenager?
Deborah: 13 was youngest
Chris: And. . .?
Deborah: he became excited
Chris: And how'd you like that?
Deborah : it was cute
Chris : But not a turn-on.
Deborah: it was
Chris: Why?
Deborah: the situation, not the boy himself
Chris: How could you be excited about the situation but not the boy?
Deborah : when i show off in dressing rooms its the situation not the guys looking
Deborah: I see.
Chris : Deborah, I am going to change your name and my name and paste this interview on the message board, okay?
Deborah : ok
Chris: It's called Visual Sensations for Women, and you can even go to the site soon and see men's reactions to the interview
Deborah: cool
Deborah: how do i find it?
John_MacKechnie : w w w (dot) sensations 4 women (dot) com
John_MacKechnie : Thank you very much for your time and candor, Deborah, I really appreciate it.
Deborah: anytime